Saturday, 18 October 2014
14:08
Entirely my bad. I didn't you too had suffer so much because of me. Maybe if you have told me your have outings and stuff, I would have just not disrupt your life so much. I felt it's kind of late to understand now. I'm sorry for spoiling so much of your plans, and if you could, stop saying "setting my priorities right" I don't want hear that anymore. I shall admit then, I'm childish, selfish, lame, demanding. I'm not gonna drag you along with me for anything anymore, I'm just angry at myself for bring so much onto you.
Don't have to put in the second place anymore. I don't need or neither want that. All I want is for you to be happy with whichever you like. Do whatever you want, don't have to report to me or anything, I trust you on that.
For now till you're in army, I won't text or call you that much. I won't go out with you as much. If can, once a week, if cannot then it's alright, I will understand your plight. Please be happy, if you're not happy with it, tell me again or something.
Realizing me asking you out everyday and you can't really stay at home and play games with your friends, not as close as before with your friends, didn't much go out with your friends, I'm sorry, truly indeed. Maybe I'm not a good girlfriend to you, sigh. if you ever change your mind, tell me alright. I will understand.
I'm gonna let you go, to do the things you want, you like. Sorry for giving the freedom only now, please, just do what you want. And don't ask me out or what cause I don't want to intrude your life as much. Change your priorities to maintaining your good friendship with your buddies alright, just please.
& I'm being random.
