Saturday, 2 February 2013
05:00
Thinking bout you,
thinking bout me,
thinking bout us,
what we gonna be.
Open my eyes, it was only just a dream.
Let's just that treat everything as a dream, nothing like this have happen before. I swore to myself I'll forget you in no time, trust me, I can do this.
I started the war, and I'm gonna end this war. I didn't regret telling you those three words, at least I know I've tried it, and was expecting that kind of result. After all it just sounds ridiculous having to had a crush on you, when I barely know you. All I wanna tell you is, each time I receive your texts, I felt overjoy, a step closer to knowing you better, to become closer friends. At times when I'm down at work, I thought of you, I dontknow why I did, I just did. Recalling the days when we worked together, it was exceptionally fun, when you pull a prank on me.. Seeing your laughter, melts my heart :')
Last night, we talked about so much stuff, and I almost thought we had the chance to... but probably because I gave up halfway, thinking that all this should just have ended. I thought I've tried so hard. You confused me with so much things I can barely understand, I never understand your words. I knew you didn't want to hurt me. Whatever you told me, didn't change what I think of you. I believe what I see for myself.
The other time I took a long walk home through the carparks, I thought to myself " okay, after i walked past this car, I must forget you. " Isn't this stupid or what, perhaps I was too naive. Sometimes I wish, I can travel back in time and rather not be a part of your life, I want to apologize for giving you so much troubles, "I'm truly sorry." lastly, maybe a goodbye.
After all, it's really nice knowing you. The end of the journey between us.
& I'm being random.
